City of Sanctuary

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I thought that problem had stopped

This is an extract from interviews with a Karen refugee family from Burma, who came to Sheffield from a refugee camp in Thailand, as featured in the documentary film Moving to Mars.

The Say family arrived in the Darnall area of Sheffield in November 2007 and have never moved from this property. They did not have very good luck with their children; two of them died in the refugee camps and after a few months of being in the UK they got the news that their grandson, who was two years old, had died in the refugee camp. The family had experienced fighting many times, even though they were in a Thai refugee camp. None of them speak English.

Mrs Say: “When we arrived in Sheffield I was so afraid to cross the road in this big city. I did not want to go out or let my daughter to go out either, I’m really scared of being lost.”

Mr Say: “I have now learned English for two years already but it is too difficult for me. My wife and I never went to school in Burma. I learn and I forget it the next day.
I want to work but I cannot get any jobs. I hope the UK government will create non English-speaking jobs for our fellow Karen who do not speak English like me.”

Mrs Say: “I like the UK life, I do not need to pack my emergency bag any more. We are now free from the Burmese and Thai Soldiers torturing. I was scared to death when [my husband] told me about the Thai soldiers beating some of the men in the Karen refugee camp, because they went to look for vegetables in the Thai farmers’ farms.”

Mrs Say: “When we were in the camp, one night the Thai soldiers played with fireworks. We did not know that they were playing with them, we thought the Burmese soldiers were shooting into our camp. Then we grabbed our emergency basket and went to hide in the jungle. I thought that problem had stopped, but after 15 months of living in this property the troubles began. First, they threw stones at our window, pulled out our dustbin and poured out all the litter in front of our house.”

Mr Say: “I was peeking through the window and I saw many young people walking on the road. They tried to set fire to our dustbin but the fire did not start. The next day we went to collect all the litter and put it back in the bin, that night my brother-in-law who is English and my sister visited me from London. I asked him for help. I thought he might call the police, but he told me that if I called the police, the gang will do it more later. As none of us speak English he said we’d better keep it quiet.

The daughter: “I know one of them, he lives at the back of our back garden. He walks into our garden lots of times. Even though we close the garden door he still walks into it because we do not have the key for our gates.
I never play in my garden any more, I’m so scared of him. When we were in London, we were told that in this country some people try to catch children and sell them to other countries. Now I only play with my friends in my house.

Fear Will Have to Call Me King

The Doh family came to Sheffield two years ago from a Burmese refugee camp in Thailand. The couple has four kids. When they were in Thailand they were never allowed to leave the camp, which was guarded by the Thai border military army. The family is settled in Firth Park.

Mrs. Doh: “I like my neighbours a lot. They never give our family any problems. My children are very noisy, like the way children are, but they never complain about us. On Eid day they even brought us their food for my family.”

Mr. Doh: “We live in this property nearly two years. We do not get any dirty looks from any one. My house is in the middle, and both of them are very kind. Sometimes when I did not have time to pull out my bin they did it for me and when I see they did not take out theirs I did the same to them as well.
The other two neighbors are single. They see my kids play outside their house but never say anything.
I sometimes come home very late in the evening, I am not afraid of anything – ‘Fear will have to call me King’.” (Their own expression.)

The second daughter: “Daddy, did you remember when we first moved in, they brought us some toys, plates, spoons and their clothes?”

The little boy: “They were too big, they fit you but none of their clothes fit me.”

The elder daughter: “Mum cooked for that Aunty’s birthday meal last year. She likes my mum’s cooking.”

Mrs. Doh: “I do not want to move out from here. I know my neighbors and it’s very easy for me to get all my food from the Pakistanis shops, we can get everything from the shops.”